figure it out yourself :D

Monday, November 16, 2009 { 9:48 PM }

HELLO PEEPS :)
soo, nothing much happened.
it was just fine.
except for husna who suddenly on and off changing her mind to go to kl.
haha.
emm,
sheda you are one best creature.
thank you.

btw, im OFF tomorrow.
being busy at sheda's place.
soo, goodbye.
do miss me.
H

Monday, November 09, 2009 { 4:37 PM }

hello peeps :)

it was a wonderful day.

i got to spent fun times with my buddies.

soo let's see,

saturday is gorgeous.

A and S apologised

and i felt like crying that moment.

i messed up with them and yet they came to me and apologise.

soo, these are people we should respect.

the one that respect others too.

wooah, i got crazy playing silent killer.

we cant just stop playing since its oficiaaly our adat.

anyway, sunday was fine too.

i slept early.

everything was just fine.

i spent my weekends with my bitches.

and i love them.

oh hell yes.

today is monday.

craaps!

i didn't mean to have this a slightest feel of anger but i cant take it anymore.

his unrelable.

not responsible for each and every responsibilities that we gave.

he was tooooo careless to take good care of my things.

i dislike his attitude.

POKER FACE!

Saturday, November 07, 2009 { 12:27 PM }

JUSTIN BIEBER

i love you.

your eyes, like najwa said

"his eyes is soo sexy."

iloveyou.

p.s:will you marry me?

Thursday, November 05, 2009 { 4:39 PM }

tak salah kan kalau nak rasa marah.

and now i feel ANNOYED.

too annoyed i hardly can expressed.

1st. i got 79 for french and lagi satu marks boleh change A.

2nd. i got 78 for physical education which i made silly mistakes.

and

3rd. there's a ugly witch trying to steal my buddy.

dah laa.

semorang fikir diri sendiri ok.

do not buzzing around with my life.

(except for my mom and angah)

P/S: i making changes.
trust me.
its super duper big one!

Friday, October 30, 2009 { 9:11 PM }

HAPPY BORNDAY WARDAH :)

you've grewn from such a small creature into a lovely preteen girl. today's your turn to blow the candles and may Allah bless you.

you are a girl now adik. not babies no more. live your life to the fullest and start to love everyone around you because you never know how much they love you back.

i always has this slightly jelous feeling about you but i'll end up thinking that it's no worth of envy. you're my sister and i care about you.

soo, lets keep this good bond.

p/s: adik, learn to spend wisely.

jangan asyik boros beli ais krim je.

Thursday, October 29, 2009 { 12:36 PM }

first thing first.

why on earth kakak and ayah and mother semua tak pickup phone?

soo, hello people.

its a pleasant day and im smelling Seremban.

wooohoo,

20 days je lagi.

today was fine.

but yesterday was better.

i got an A for my MATH (which im learning to love the subject)

from 55 C to 86 A.

grateful sangat!!

but hidup ni kan ada roda.

i got B for GEOGRAFI.

not to mention the tittle ms gelojoh Cikgu Shamsul gave me.

haha.

but i'll work harder.

that's a promise.

"awak kena becareful,

next year nak PMR."

apart from all the news,

i got the hottest news on town.

IM WORKING ON THE BOOK MARATHON.

woaah..

soo,

till then.

wish me luck for agama and bm.

craving to meet my As.

p/s: im just tooo excited. sorry if the post macam shok sendiri.

Tuesday, October 27, 2009 { 9:05 PM }

FELISA AMELIA :)

i miss you laa baby.

i janji HOLIDAY ni,

i akan find a way untuk meet u.

the last time we met was on DECEMBER 08 :(

i just wanted to meet u soooo badly.

all your post made me felt like

THE JERK-est, GAY-est,AWFUL-est

FRIEND EVER.

i felt ENVY with Najiyah

but thank god

ALLAH gave you her to be on your side

through thick and thin.

unlike me.

let alone all those bitches.

they are all

just too PATHETIC.

p/s: i sayang u

Saturday, October 24, 2009 { 4:44 PM }

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Maria Hertogh adalah gadis keturunan Belanda yang diserahkan oleh ibunya, Adeline dan neneknya, Nor Louisenya kepada Che Aminah untuk dipelihara tanpa pengetahuan bapanya Sarjan Adrianus Petrus Hertogh kerana telah ditawan tentera Jepun. Maria Hertogh diberi nama Natrah dan hidup dalam suasana dan pendidikan Islam.

Sarjan Hertogh dibebaskan selepas Hiroshima dan Nagasaki dibom dengan bom atom oleh Amerika, dia balik ke Bandung, Jawa dan mencari anaknya Natrah. Natrah ditemui oleh Arthur Locke, Penasihat British di Terengganu sewaktu pertunjukan senaman di padang Sekolah Perempuan Melayu Chukai. Che Aminah membawa Natrah ke Singapura atas perancangan dan muslihat Sarjan Hertogh.

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weh nak giler tengok teater ni.

please la.

nak sangat.

{ 1:15 PM }

EXAM TAMAT SUDAH :)

mood:gumbira

rasa :lapar

Saturday, October 10, 2009 { 5:05 PM }

hanan: hai ayah.
ayah : sape ni?
hanan: kte laa.
ayah :ohh, apa khabar?
hanan:okay :l
ayah :oh, awak ok.
hanan:ayah kat mane? deepavali ni ayah dtg laa.
ayah :tak boleh la. ayah ke Kedah.ye.
hanan:alaa. dtg la sini.
ayah :kte tgk dulu ye.
hanan:alaa. takpe la.bye.

tut.tut.tut.tut.tut.tut.tut.tut.

kedah.kedah.kedah.
takpe lah.
raiyyan ngn baby rania al-yassin ada.
huh.
end.

{ 4:52 PM }

BILA AYAH NAK DATANG SINI??

AKU DAH LAH TAK ADA HATI DENGAN TEMPAT NI.

MERANA HIDUP LAGI 33 HARI.

tak kesah lah duduk rumah tu kena buat kerja.

tak kesah lah duduk rumah tu kena marah kdg2.

tak kesah lah duduk rumah tu gaduh dgn kakak.

yang penting.

dekat rmah tak payah tension belajar.

dekat rumah tak payah kena lecture.

dekat rumah tak payah konflik2.

buat kerja sendiri.

hidup sendiri. kan best!!

Tuesday, October 06, 2009 { 9:56 PM }

FELISA AMELIA.

i hate the people here.

i miss you.

i wanted to meet you soooo BADLY

and

i always came out with excuses or obstacles.

soo.

NOMATTERWHAT!

this holiday.

i'm meeting you.

ITS A DATE!

p/s:mother.

kte nak keluar boleh kan?

{ 9:52 PM }

Waktu berdetik.
Masa berlalu.
Zaman berubah.
Hati meronta.
Jiwa tercalar.
Naluri merana.

Kudratku rapuh.
Tidak lagi utuh.
Hidupku penjara.
Terusan merana.

Awalnya syukur hadir ke sini.
Tapi
Setiap salahku diperhati.
Sedikit silapku dipersoal.
Setiap celaku dihina.
Sedikit kurangku ditertawa

Setiap mereka cuma bermuka.
Setiap mereka hipokrasi semata-mata.
Setiap mereka memandang harta.
Setiap mereka asyik berdusta.

Yang mudaku ditegur,
Hati terasa. Jiwa meronta.
Mula membuka cerita.

Yang lahir setara dekad,
Ditegur, aku dicela.
Ditegur, aku ditertawa,
Ditegur, mula bermuka.
Ditegur, cerita dijaja.

Keputusan ini tekadku.
Bukan kegilaanku.
Niatku seluhurnya.
Iktikdaku untuk semuanya.
Tidak riakku berbaju hijau.
Tidak banggaku.

Terima aku.
Aku bukan nabi.
Aku bukan Rasul
Aku bukan malaikat
Dan
Jauh sekali
Aku bukan Tuhan.

Jadi.
Hentikan sandiwara.
Hentikan menjaja cerita.
Hentikan membuka pekung di dada.
Hentikan makan daging saudara.
Hentikan segala hipokrasi.
Hentikan segala cemburu tuli.

BERHENTI.

Sunday, October 04, 2009 { 3:50 PM }

what's happening?

everyone is tearing appart.

and im feeling the pressure.

i'm sorry for hurting your guys hearts.

and i officially didn't mean it.

i tried to change.

i tried to fit in.

and i guest i failed.

where goes my oxygens?

i used to have them and

now everything changed.

back off strangers.

leave me and my oxygens alone.

Monday, September 28, 2009 { 8:43 PM }

hari last before balek sekola.

"hanan: umi, thanks masak kari tadi.

UMI : ayah yang masak laa.

hanan:takpe u cook too. lepas kepunan.

umi :haha

hanan: nanti bile kte dah besar krte masak untuk umi pulak ok.

umi : JANJI?

hanan: janji."

oh dear,,

aku kena promise umi untuk jaga dia ble dia dah tua nanti.

aku kena jadi anak yang baik.

"soo anak2 kena jage mak bapak tau.

baru best hidop."

{ 8:34 PM }

sepuluh hari bersama keluarga mengajar aku untuk belajar menghargai keluarga aku.

its been a while.

i was having fun with my family during this ten days of holidays.

dari singapore terus ke Penang.

dari Penang terus ke Kedah.

sepuluh hari bersama keluarga syawal ini mengajar aku erti bersyukur.

selalu kalau pergi raya-raya,

ayah mesti perkenalakan sepuluh orang anak dia.

"yang first angkat tangan."

"bang li, ni anak-anak saya, yang first"

"ni suami dia"

"anak no dua saya"

"dpp di port dickson."

"no tiga aishah"

"no empat isa, di uia."

"no lima, enam."

"haa, ni laa yang di kedah."

"kalau jumpa jangan lupa tegur"

"no tujuh dan lapan"

"hanan! husna"

"dua set kembar ni."

"ni no sembilan"

"yang last mane?""

"yeay!!!" bile haiyyan angkat tangan.

sedih dan homesick sangat bile tinggalkan family.

takpe lagi 49 hari je.

SABAR

Friday, September 18, 2009 { 9:00 PM }

RAYA CHECKLISTS~

LUGGAGE
BAJU KURUNG
JEANS
T-SHIRTS
SANDALS
HIGH-PUMPS CANVAS
BALLET FLAT

THIS YEAR RAYA AT SINGAPORE.
EXCITED SANGAT.
FAMILY TRIP.

RAYA FIRST AT RUMAH NENEK KAT SEREMBAN.
PETANG TERUS MOVE SINGAPORE.
WEE~

{ 8:55 PM }

ohh,

what a tiring day.
tadi berhempas pulas clean up the house
dengan siblings.

haha.
takde laa berhempas pulas sangat.
kak min is the one who work hard.
hee~

im tremendously happy because ayah cooked for us tonight.
its a different feeling to berbuka with ayah's cook.
haha.
sedap sangat.
hehe.

{ 8:50 PM }

people!
the latest post i posted
"p/s/s: SHITTT!!!
asal kau sebok rr.
hometown aku.
akunye pasal laa.
SEBOK JE!!!
PEGI BLA R!"

had nothing to do
with anyone.
sama ada yang hidup atau mati.
soo, tak yah sebok-sebok.

actually aku tulis ni time aku terserempak
one old frenemy dekat jusco seremban2.
dia baru move last year dah mcm bagus.
hahahahaha.

p/s:sori if terasa takde kaitan pon.

Tuesday, September 15, 2009 { 4:44 PM }

hey its me again.

baru je habis class.

now nie im finishing some reports.

yesterday,

i bought this lovely baju kurung for hari raya.

its lovely.

sumpah.

since i kept nagging my mom for that baju yesterday,

soo, she bought it for me.

yeah, abang tak kasi beli baju tu sebab jarang sikit.

haha.

people!

that nagging tactics always works.

haha.

p/s:to aishah md nor im pleased if u read my blog.

and i'll hit u back.

soo,stop acting like i dont care.

i do care.

haha.

Sunday, September 13, 2009 { 11:50 PM }

oh sorry people.
its been a while.

it was a haard looong week.
and yeah im still breathing.
still standing.

i just hate it
when i started to act before i could barely think.
DELF IS JUST AROUND THE CORNER.
im watching ANGUS,THONGS and PERFECT SNOGGING just now
and i am wondering why the hack rmai sgt org online malam ahad nie?

tadi try shopping baju raya.
but end up with card raye je.
for my beloved madmoiselle.
oh I LOVE HER.
je taime madmoiselle.

p/s: NAJWA AND SHEDAA,,
sorry sangat sebab semalam tak datang kiosk.
tadi plak tak duti cc.
korang maafkan aku ya.
JASAMU DIKENANG!!

p/s/s: SHITTT!!!
asal kau sebok rr.
hometown aku.
akunye pasal laa.
SEBOK JE!!!
PEGI BLA R!

Friday, August 28, 2009 { 5:07 PM }

soo? baju ni lagi lawa ke dari baju hijau?
tapi aku tak layak laa.
baju hijau tu memberi satu penyakit kat aku.
aku konfiusi untuk memilih kain BIRU atau HIJAU.
sekolah dah dekat.
cuti dah makin habis.

bila ditanya emak. membisu.
bila ditanya kakak.
persoalannya kembali.
KELIRU.

Thursday, August 27, 2009 { 2:00 PM }

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{ 1:26 PM }

dear readers,

since I was completely BORED and
im completely SCARED right now.
soo,
i've decided to blog.

soo im scared because A warned me.
"just wait and see"
she said that i supposed.
soo,
what do I do?
i know i made mistakes talking bad about her
but i was MAD that time.
she was acting BITCHY.

i know im not allowed to use those words but
i was BLACKMAILED!

soo PEOPLE,
i need ur help.
i need advise.
just drop me some comments on my CBOX.
okaayy.

thanks.

Wednesday, August 26, 2009 { 6:32 PM }

i just hate it when B and S started to fight.
i mean their best friends and that should not happen.
I KNOW HOW MUCH S HATES IT TO HATES B!
but im being realistic.
they are both grown up and they should stop this pathetic drama!

p/s: people B refers to BLAIR from gossip girl
and S is SERENA.
hahaha.
blame me for becoming GOSSIP GIRL
no1 fan.

Tuesday, August 25, 2009 { 4:08 PM }

okay,,
im seriously HUNGRY right now...
emm.
FELISA,, i enjoy when we studied french together.
n im sorry im letting u down AGAIN!!
n im still trying to remember SARRA"S number.
which i lost it.

p/s:i've watched GOSSIP GIRL online since 8 morning n i
B was supppppeeer hoooot!!!
n thanks to SOFFIE who introduce it to me

I LOVE YOU NATE

{ 9:10 AM }

oh im in LOVE!!!
he's cute isnt he?
im oficially TAKEN!

p/s: najwa, this one is for real.
nate is oficially my boyfriend.
you know long-distance relationship always work..
haha
xoxo =)

{ 8:32 AM }

okay,,
finally.
i've finished some of my homework.
i know i've made promises not to myspacing and texting until
ALLL my homework's done.
but naaah.
that was hard.

p/s: i misses sarra right now.
oh n faten tu.
any idea where i can get their phonny?
coz i've lost theirs.

Saturday, August 22, 2009 { 12:46 PM }

IM HOOOOMEEE!!!

soo people,
im just passionate for fasting today
n im soo in the mood for writing today.
i woke up EARLY today n
im gonna do some schoolwork right now.

btw,, husna just got a BRAND NEW CAMMIE!!!
oh that's one in my wishlist.
n im kinda jealous(of course who didnt!)
oh n im soo gonna find that DIANA F+ .
im watching a movie called PROM NIGHT right now.
ohh n the movie's scary seyh!!

soo.
that's all.
n later.

Friday, August 14, 2009 { 5:54 PM }

okay,,

im SUPERDUPER scared right now..

people kept talking about this H1N1 thing,

and i just hate it soo much since

it got my friend reeeally SICK.

oh god,,

please from the bottom of my heart i just wanted to say that

IM SORRY

n im scared right now.

when ustazah and the rest of my classmates

started to talk about death n

how near the KIAMAT is coming.

woah!!wow!!

IM A MAJOR FREAK OUT!!

remembering

how much sins i've made

n how many lies i've tell

n how many hearts i've hurt

n how much solat i've left

n how many people i've verdicts.

oh im the world's most evil villain!!

n im scared for being bad!

{ 5:32 PM }

okay,,

since it wasn't the first time for me to have the notsoogudielucky day,

im gonna be fine.

but seriously.

can you just imagine me having all this bad luck the whole day.

its tiring much duhh!

not being corny or stuff but im just bad luck today.

soo lets check out the bad day list.

1)woke up late.

2)had a really terrible breakfast

3)get scolded by the teachers for getting late to the surau.

4)get hitted by a friend.

5)end up to smashed E and A

6)my pencilbox went into the drain.

7)got released late from school

8)had a really looooong queue at dining hall.

oh and let see the TOP THREE bad luck i got.

9) GOT 41 FOR MY MATH!!

good can u just imagine that?

im just a superduper jerk with a brainless brain.

im bad at math

10)haa!! and the best part is.....

TERPIJAK TAHI BURUNG at my dorm beside my bed.

awfull!!

11) and my sandal just suddenly putus when i was out for dinner..

oh god..

could it be more..

cause i just had ENOUGH!!!

and if u haven't notice,,

this H1N1 thing got me grounded for the whole school holidays..

awfull sangat!!!!

let just hope that tomorow gonna be a great day.

just fine to me.

enaugh about this crapps!!

Wednesday, August 12, 2009 { 10:06 PM }

hmm,,

if anyone ask me about superheroes?

i would tell them about one of my favourite.

and the bestest part is,

its a woman.

she has the strongest soul one could imagine.

she has the kindest heart one could imagine.

she has the greatest mind one could think.

she has the nicest look one could imagine.

she has the craziest ideas one could think of.

she has the biggest responsibilities one could rely on.

she has the greatest aura one could feel.

she has the calmnest face one could look at.

and

SHE IS THE MOST WONDERFUL, MAGNIFICIENT, TERRIFIC SISTER

ONE COULD HAVE.

and of course,

im the lucky one.

to have

NUR AMINAHTUL MARDIAH MD NOR,

AS MY SISTER.

which now i called her

THE WONDERWOMAN!!

oh yeah,,

and if there's EIGHT WONDERS OF THE WORLD. haha.

she will be one of the magnificient wonders!

Tuesday, August 11, 2009 { 5:36 PM }

FELISA DARLA!!

happy BUDDY day.

aku sayang kau.

Friday, August 07, 2009 { 3:57 PM }

EVERYBODY KNOWS ...
You can't be all things to all people.
You can't do all things at once.
You can't do all things equally well.
You can't do all things better than everyone else.
Your humanity is showing just like everyone else's.

SO ...
You have to find out who you are, and be that.
You have to decide what comes first, and do that.
You have to discover your strengths, and use them.
You have to learn not to compete with others,
Because no one else is in the contest of "being you."

THEN ...
You will have learned to accept your own uniqueness.
You will have learned to set priorities and make decisions.
You will have learned to live with your limitations.
You will have learned to give yourself the respect that is due,
And you'll be a most vital mortal.

DARE TO BELIEVE ...
That you are a wonderful, unique person.
That you are a once-in-all-history event.
That it's more than a right, it's your duty, to be who you are.
That life is not a problem to solve, but a gift to cherish.
And you'll be able to stay one up on what used to get you down.

{ 3:34 PM }

haha!!

im feeling lyke laughing out loud,

cracking my head off.

woot!!

im good withher

n serious

tak tipu

im gonna start to take good care of others feeling

n im gonna start learning to accept people

n soo gonna learn to listen to them

omigosh.

i wonder how my frens had this really high

rate of patient

dealimg with me

the lil monster.

i just cant stop hurting people.

*woosh*

okay laa.

im gonna stop it.

like SOFIA says,

you cant judge somone for wht they've done.

because people change.*blinking eyes*

haha.

#chow#

Thursday, August 06, 2009 { 3:55 PM }

okay,

its a tiring day n im fasting.

i just got some *free* motivational talk from the wardens.

haha.

u know why?

because we have had the cleanest room ever!

n im still not good with her.

we didnt talk to each other since FRIDAY.

omygosh.

n im feeling "bitchy" n i had this bad feelings about the whole thing!

i know we both are egoetic.

n we both wanted to be good again but

i just dont have the guts to say that IM SORRY

i had this feelings when my ur eyes look deep into mine.

haha

"mcm org bercinte plak"

but seriously.

can we make it all over again?

Wednesday, July 29, 2009 { 2:18 PM }

im soo in the mood like crying now.

*sobs*

why is life treating me soo badly.

it just soo not fair.

i was soo mad n scared.

the nightmare that had happened that awful night

was just unpredicted.

just soo naif.

where goes those brains?

where goes those hearts?

where goes those symphatique,

for the sake of human being!!

i know im wrong.

and im sorry.

but it was a loooong time ago.

just stop those verdicts.

u with ur life,

and i with mine.

.end.

Sunday, July 26, 2009 { 9:49 AM }

hari ini masih subuh.

mata ini kugagahkan untuk dibuka.

teman sebilik sudah menyeru.

"subuh!!""subuh!"

hati ini sayu terkenang ibu.

hati ini pilu rindukan ayah.

hati ini sepi kangakan kakak.

jiwa ini melayang terbang pulang.

ibu terlalu banyak berkorban.

ayah terlalu banyak berjasa.

kakak terlalu banya berbakti.

hanan!!

kau kena balas jasa mereka!!!

namun kudratku masih belum bisa.

belum mampu!

ku hanya mampu tuk belajar.

jadi insan berguna.

biar ibu senang.

biar ayah tenang.

biar kakak lenang.

aku hiba membaca coretan kakak.

aku pilu,sayu, terharu.

kakak terlalu banyak berbakti.

ibarat nadi.

aku disini jauh di selatan.

meniti liku-liku kehidupan penuh kesenangan.

tak merasa sebarang beban.

namun ibu, ayah dan kakak...

hidup bergelutan.

demi memberi picisan kesenangan.

ibu, ayah,kakak.

hati ini berjanji.'jiwa ini bersumpah.

selagi kaki menjejak bumi,

selagi ada kudrat ilahi,

akanku balas budi kalian.

11 tahun lagi,

akanku genggam ijazah kedoktoran.

akan ku jaga ayah dan ibu.

akan ku titip kakak dan adik.

akan ku berbakti tuk semua.

mungkin picisan ini agak bosan,

tapi hati ini luhur berkata.

biar kau kata apa.

asal hilang sebak di jiwa.