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gee~

2009-11-16T21:48:00.002+08:00

HELLO PEEPS :)
soo, nothing much happened.
it was just fine.
except for husna who suddenly on and off changing her mind to go to kl.
haha.
emm,
sheda you are one best creature.
thank you.

btw, im OFF tomorrow.
being busy at sheda's place.
soo, goodbye.
do miss me.
H

here we go

2009-11-09T16:37:00.003+08:00

hello peeps :)

it was a wonderful day.

i got to spent fun times with my buddies.

soo let's see,

saturday is gorgeous.

A and S apologised

and i felt like crying that moment.

i messed up with them and yet they came to me and apologise.

soo, these are people we should respect.

the one that respect others too.

wooah, i got crazy playing silent killer.

we cant just stop playing since its oficiaaly our adat.

anyway, sunday was fine too.

i slept early.

everything was just fine.

i spent my weekends with my bitches.

and i love them.

oh hell yes.

today is monday.

craaps!

i didn't mean to have this a slightest feel of anger but i cant take it anymore.

his unrelable.

not responsible for each and every responsibilities that we gave.

he was tooooo careless to take good care of my things.

i dislike his attitude.

POKER FACE!

oh bebeh

2009-11-07T12:27:00.000+08:00

JUSTIN BIEBER

i love you.

your eyes, like najwa said

"his eyes is soo sexy."

iloveyou.

p.s:will you marry me?

gosh

2009-11-05T16:39:00.002+08:00

tak salah kan kalau nak rasa marah.

and now i feel ANNOYED.

too annoyed i hardly can expressed.

1st. i got 79 for french and lagi satu marks boleh change A.

2nd. i got 78 for physical education which i made silly mistakes.

and

3rd. there's a ugly witch trying to steal my buddy.

dah laa.

semorang fikir diri sendiri ok.

do not buzzing around with my life.

(except for my mom and angah)

P/S: i making changes.
trust me.
its super duper big one!

to my lil monster :)

2009-10-30T21:11:00.004+08:00

HAPPY BORNDAY WARDAH :)

you've grewn from such a small creature into a lovely preteen girl. today's your turn to blow the candles and may Allah bless you.

you are a girl now adik. not babies no more. live your life to the fullest and start to love everyone around you because you never know how much they love you back.

i always has this slightly jelous feeling about you but i'll end up thinking that it's no worth of envy. you're my sister and i care about you.

soo, lets keep this good bond.

p/s: adik, learn to spend wisely.

jangan asyik boros beli ais krim je.

woohoo

2009-10-29T12:36:00.002+08:00

first thing first.

why on earth kakak and ayah and mother semua tak pickup phone?

soo, hello people.

its a pleasant day and im smelling Seremban.

wooohoo,

20 days je lagi.

today was fine.

but yesterday was better.

i got an A for my MATH (which im learning to love the subject)

from 55 C to 86 A.

grateful sangat!!

but hidup ni kan ada roda.

i got B for GEOGRAFI.

not to mention the tittle ms gelojoh Cikgu Shamsul gave me.

haha.

but i'll work harder.

that's a promise.

"awak kena becareful,

next year nak PMR."

apart from all the news,

i got the hottest news on town.

IM WORKING ON THE BOOK MARATHON.

woaah..

soo,

till then.

wish me luck for agama and bm.

craving to meet my As.

p/s: im just tooo excited. sorry if the post macam shok sendiri.

Dorothy Melia Kiss.

2009-10-27T21:05:00.003+08:00

FELISA AMELIA :)

i miss you laa baby.

i janji HOLIDAY ni,

i akan find a way untuk meet u.

the last time we met was on DECEMBER 08 :(

i just wanted to meet u soooo badly.

all your post made me felt like

THE JERK-est, GAY-est,AWFUL-est

FRIEND EVER.

i felt ENVY with Najiyah

but thank god

ALLAH gave you her to be on your side

through thick and thin.

unlike me.

let alone all those bitches.

they are all

just too PATHETIC.

p/s: i sayang u

aku ingin ini

2009-10-24T16:44:00.004+08:00

Tajuk: Teater Natrah

Tarikh	:	*30 November - 9 Disember*
Sinopsis	:	Teater Natrah memaparkan rentetan kehidupan Nadra Maarof, atau nama Belanda Bertha Heartogh. Beliau adalah wanita keturunan Belanda yang dipelihara oleh Che Aminah Mohamad. Berlaku perebutan hak penjagaan antara Che Aminah dan ibu bapa Natrah di Belanda. Konflik percintaan antara Natrah dan Mansoor Adabi yang menyebabkan terjadi rusuhan di Singapura pada tahun 1950. Rusuhan ini terjadi kerana berbaur dengan sentimen agama dan warna kulit. Pada 9 Julai 2009, beliau meninggal dunia pada umur 72 tahun di Huijbergen, Belanda akibat leukemia.

Maria Hertogh adalah gadis keturunan Belanda yang diserahkan oleh ibunya, Adeline dan neneknya, Nor Louisenya kepada Che Aminah untuk dipelihara tanpa pengetahuan bapanya Sarjan Adrianus Petrus Hertogh kerana telah ditawan tentera Jepun. Maria Hertogh diberi nama Natrah dan hidup dalam suasana dan pendidikan Islam.

Sarjan Hertogh dibebaskan selepas Hiroshima dan Nagasaki dibom dengan bom atom oleh Amerika, dia balik ke Bandung, Jawa dan mencari anaknya Natrah. Natrah ditemui oleh Arthur Locke, Penasihat British di Terengganu sewaktu pertunjukan senaman di padang Sekolah Perempuan Melayu Chukai. Che Aminah membawa Natrah ke Singapura atas perancangan dan muslihat Sarjan Hertogh.

Berlaku perebutan hak penjagaan antara Che Aminah dan ibu bapa Natrah di Belanda. Che Aminah yang diwakili peguam bela Encik Ahmad Ibrahim, menang kes rayuannya dan Natrah dikeluarkan daripada York Hill. Kerana takut peristiwa berulang, Natrah dikahwinkan dengan Cikgu Mansor Adabi secara nikah gantung di rumah bapa angkat Mansor Adabi iaitu En. M.A.Majid di 139, Seranggoon Road, Singapura. Ketika ini Natrah berusia 13 tahun dan Mansor Adabi 22 tahun. Dalam Undang-Undang Syariah Islam, perempuan umur 13 tahun dibenarkan kahwin tetapi mengikut undang-undang Belanda, seorang anak yang berusia 16 tahun ke bawah, bapanya berhak menentukan kehidupannya.

Konflik agama dan isu penjagaan yang telah menyebabkan terjadinya rusuhan di Singapura. Ikutilah kesudahannya!

Tiket : RM30, RM50, RM70, RM100 & RM150

Kaunter Tiket : BOX OFFICE, ISTANA BUDAYA, JALAN TUN RAZAK, KUALA LUMPUR
Tel : 03-4026 5558
Faks : 03-4026-5552
Waktu Operasi :
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Konflik agama dan isu penjagaan yang telah menyebabkan terjadinya rusuhan di Singapura. Ikutilah kesudahannya!

Tiket : RM30, RM50, RM70, RM100 & RM150

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Tel : 03-4026 5558
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Waktu Operasi :
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9.00 Pagi – 1.00 T/hari (Sabtu)

weh nak giler tengok teater ni.

please la.

nak sangat.

lalala

2009-10-24T13:15:00.001+08:00

EXAM TAMAT SUDAH :)

mood:gumbira

rasa :lapar

ekspresi diri 2

2009-10-10T17:05:00.002+08:00

hanan: hai ayah.
ayah : sape ni?
hanan: kte laa.
ayah :ohh, apa khabar?
hanan:okay :l
ayah :oh, awak ok.
hanan:ayah kat mane? deepavali ni ayah dtg laa.
ayah :tak boleh la. ayah ke Kedah.ye.
hanan:alaa. dtg la sini.
ayah :kte tgk dulu ye.
hanan:alaa. takpe la.bye.

tut.tut.tut.tut.tut.tut.tut.tut.

kedah.kedah.kedah.
takpe lah.
raiyyan ngn baby rania al-yassin ada.
huh.
end.

ekspresi jiwa 1

2009-10-10T16:52:00.002+08:00

BILA AYAH NAK DATANG SINI??

AKU DAH LAH TAK ADA HATI DENGAN TEMPAT NI.

MERANA HIDUP LAGI 33 HARI.

tak kesah lah duduk rumah tu kena buat kerja.

tak kesah lah duduk rumah tu kena marah kdg2.

tak kesah lah duduk rumah tu gaduh dgn kakak.

yang penting.

dekat rmah tak payah tension belajar.

dekat rumah tak payah kena lecture.

dekat rumah tak payah konflik2.

buat kerja sendiri.

hidup sendiri. kan best!!

42 days for hommie

2009-10-06T21:56:00.002+08:00

FELISA AMELIA.

i hate the people here.

i miss you.

i wanted to meet you soooo BADLY

and

i always came out with excuses or obstacles.

soo.

NOMATTERWHAT!

this holiday.

i'm meeting you.

ITS A DATE!

p/s:mother.

kte nak keluar boleh kan?

anjakan paradigma

2009-10-06T21:52:00.001+08:00

Waktu berdetik.
Masa berlalu.
Zaman berubah.
Hati meronta.
Jiwa tercalar.
Naluri merana.

Kudratku rapuh.
Tidak lagi utuh.
Hidupku penjara.
Terusan merana.

Awalnya syukur hadir ke sini.
Tapi
Setiap salahku diperhati.
Sedikit silapku dipersoal.
Setiap celaku dihina.
Sedikit kurangku ditertawa

Setiap mereka cuma bermuka.
Setiap mereka hipokrasi semata-mata.
Setiap mereka memandang harta.
Setiap mereka asyik berdusta.

Yang mudaku ditegur,
Hati terasa. Jiwa meronta.
Mula membuka cerita.

Yang lahir setara dekad,
Ditegur, aku dicela.
Ditegur, aku ditertawa,
Ditegur, mula bermuka.
Ditegur, cerita dijaja.

Keputusan ini tekadku.
Bukan kegilaanku.
Niatku seluhurnya.
Iktikdaku untuk semuanya.
Tidak riakku berbaju hijau.
Tidak banggaku.

Terima aku.
Aku bukan nabi.
Aku bukan Rasul
Aku bukan malaikat
Dan
Jauh sekali
Aku bukan Tuhan.

Jadi.
Hentikan sandiwara.
Hentikan menjaja cerita.
Hentikan membuka pekung di dada.
Hentikan makan daging saudara.
Hentikan segala hipokrasi.
Hentikan segala cemburu tuli.

BERHENTI.

5th october

2009-10-04T15:50:00.002+08:00

what's happening?

everyone is tearing appart.

and im feeling the pressure.

i'm sorry for hurting your guys hearts.

and i officially didn't mean it.

i tried to change.

i tried to fit in.

and i guest i failed.

where goes my oxygens?

i used to have them and

now everything changed.

back off strangers.

leave me and my oxygens alone.

a promise

2009-09-28T20:43:00.002+08:00

hari last before balek sekola.

"hanan: umi, thanks masak kari tadi.

UMI : ayah yang masak laa.

hanan:takpe u cook too. lepas kepunan.

umi :haha

hanan: nanti bile kte dah besar krte masak untuk umi pulak ok.

umi : JANJI?

hanan: janji."

oh dear,,

aku kena promise umi untuk jaga dia ble dia dah tua nanti.

aku kena jadi anak yang baik.

"soo anak2 kena jage mak bapak tau.

baru best hidop."

learning to appreciate

2009-09-28T20:34:00.002+08:00

sepuluh hari bersama keluarga mengajar aku untuk belajar menghargai keluarga aku.

its been a while.

i was having fun with my family during this ten days of holidays.

dari singapore terus ke Penang.

dari Penang terus ke Kedah.

sepuluh hari bersama keluarga syawal ini mengajar aku erti bersyukur.

selalu kalau pergi raya-raya,

ayah mesti perkenalakan sepuluh orang anak dia.

"yang first angkat tangan."

"bang li, ni anak-anak saya, yang first"

"ni suami dia"

"anak no dua saya"

"dpp di port dickson."

"no tiga aishah"

"no empat isa, di uia."

"no lima, enam."

"haa, ni laa yang di kedah."

"kalau jumpa jangan lupa tegur"

"no tujuh dan lapan"

"hanan! husna"

"dua set kembar ni."

"ni no sembilan"

"yang last mane?""

"yeay!!!" bile haiyyan angkat tangan.

sedih dan homesick sangat bile tinggalkan family.

takpe lagi 49 hari je.

SABAR

rayarayaraya

2009-09-18T21:00:00.002+08:00

RAYA CHECKLISTS~

LUGGAGE
BAJU KURUNG
JEANS
T-SHIRTS
SANDALS
HIGH-PUMPS CANVAS
BALLET FLAT

THIS YEAR RAYA AT SINGAPORE.
EXCITED SANGAT.
FAMILY TRIP.

RAYA FIRST AT RUMAH NENEK KAT SEREMBAN.
PETANG TERUS MOVE SINGAPORE.
WEE~

one tiring day.

2009-09-18T20:55:00.003+08:00

ohh,

what a tiring day.
tadi berhempas pulas clean up the house
dengan siblings.

haha.
takde laa berhempas pulas sangat.
kak min is the one who work hard.
hee~

im tremendously happy because ayah cooked for us tonight.
its a different feeling to berbuka with ayah's cook.
haha.
sedap sangat.
hehe.

the ugly truth

2009-09-18T20:50:00.003+08:00

people!
the latest post i posted
"p/s/s: SHITTT!!!
asal kau sebok rr.
hometown aku.
akunye pasal laa.
SEBOK JE!!!
PEGI BLA R!"

had nothing to do
with anyone.
sama ada yang hidup atau mati.
soo, tak yah sebok-sebok.

actually aku tulis ni time aku terserempak
one old frenemy dekat jusco seremban2.
dia baru move last year dah mcm bagus.
hahahahaha.

p/s:sori if terasa takde kaitan pon.

DELF's over

2009-09-15T16:44:00.002+08:00

hey its me again.

baru je habis class.

now nie im finishing some reports.

yesterday,

i bought this lovely baju kurung for hari raya.

its lovely.

sumpah.

since i kept nagging my mom for that baju yesterday,

soo, she bought it for me.

yeah, abang tak kasi beli baju tu sebab jarang sikit.

haha.

people!

that nagging tactics always works.

haha.

p/s:to aishah md nor im pleased if u read my blog.

and i'll hit u back.

soo,stop acting like i dont care.

i do care.

haha.

a hard week

2009-09-13T23:50:00.003+08:00

oh sorry people.
its been a while.

it was a haard looong week.
and yeah im still breathing.
still standing.

i just hate it
when i started to act before i could barely think.
DELF IS JUST AROUND THE CORNER.
im watching ANGUS,THONGS and PERFECT SNOGGING just now
and i am wondering why the hack rmai sgt org online malam ahad nie?

tadi try shopping baju raya.
but end up with card raye je.
for my beloved madmoiselle.
oh I LOVE HER.
je taime madmoiselle.

p/s: NAJWA AND SHEDAA,,
sorry sangat sebab semalam tak datang kiosk.
tadi plak tak duti cc.
korang maafkan aku ya.
JASAMU DIKENANG!!

p/s/s: SHITTT!!!
asal kau sebok rr.
hometown aku.
akunye pasal laa.
SEBOK JE!!!
PEGI BLA R!

konfiusi diri

2009-08-28T17:07:00.003+08:00

soo? baju ni lagi lawa ke dari baju hijau?
tapi aku tak layak laa.
baju hijau tu memberi satu penyakit kat aku.
aku konfiusi untuk memilih kain BIRU atau HIJAU.
sekolah dah dekat.
cuti dah makin habis.

bila ditanya emak. membisu.
bila ditanya kakak.
persoalannya kembali.
KELIRU.

mahu ini.

2009-08-27T14:00:00.000+08:00

The Diana+ Camera

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S.O.S

2009-08-27T13:26:00.002+08:00

dear readers,

since I was completely BORED and
im completely SCARED right now.
soo,
i've decided to blog.

soo im scared because A warned me.
"just wait and see"
she said that i supposed.
soo,
what do I do?
i know i made mistakes talking bad about her
but i was MAD that time.
she was acting BITCHY.

i know im not allowed to use those words but
i was BLACKMAILED!

soo PEOPLE,
i need ur help.
i need advise.
just drop me some comments on my CBOX.
okaayy.

thanks.

xoxo

2009-08-26T18:32:00.005+08:00

i just hate it when B and S started to fight.
i mean their best friends and that should not happen.
I KNOW HOW MUCH S HATES IT TO HATES B!
but im being realistic.
they are both grown up and they should stop this pathetic drama!

p/s: people B refers to BLAIR from gossip girl
and S is SERENA.
hahaha.
blame me for becoming GOSSIP GIRL
no1 fan.

you know you love me

2009-08-25T16:08:00.002+08:00

okay,,
im seriously HUNGRY right now...
emm.
FELISA,, i enjoy when we studied french together.
n im sorry im letting u down AGAIN!!
n im still trying to remember SARRA"S number.
which i lost it.

p/s:i've watched GOSSIP GIRL online since 8 morning n i
B was supppppeeer hoooot!!!
n thanks to SOFFIE who introduce it to me

I LOVE YOU NATE

hanan is in LOVE

2009-08-25T09:10:00.002+08:00

oh im in LOVE!!!
he's cute isnt he?
im oficially TAKEN!

p/s: najwa, this one is for real.
nate is oficially my boyfriend.
you know long-distance relationship always work..
haha
xoxo =)

FINALLLLY!!!!!!!!!

2009-08-25T08:32:00.001+08:00

okay,,
finally.
i've finished some of my homework.
i know i've made promises not to myspacing and texting until
ALLL my homework's done.
but naaah.
that was hard.

p/s: i misses sarra right now.
oh n faten tu.
any idea where i can get their phonny?
coz i've lost theirs.

IM HOOMEEEEEEEEE!!!!

2009-08-22T12:46:00.003+08:00

IM HOOOOMEEE!!!

soo people,
im just passionate for fasting today
n im soo in the mood for writing today.
i woke up EARLY today n
im gonna do some schoolwork right now.

btw,, husna just got a BRAND NEW CAMMIE!!!
oh that's one in my wishlist.
n im kinda jealous(of course who didnt!)
oh n im soo gonna find that DIANA F+ .
im watching a movie called PROM NIGHT right now.
ohh n the movie's scary seyh!!

soo.
that's all.
n later.

scared duhh!!

2009-08-14T17:54:00.002+08:00

okay,,

im SUPERDUPER scared right now..

people kept talking about this H1N1 thing,

and i just hate it soo much since

it got my friend reeeally SICK.

oh god,,

please from the bottom of my heart i just wanted to say that

IM SORRY

n im scared right now.

when ustazah and the rest of my classmates

started to talk about death n

how near the KIAMAT is coming.

woah!!wow!!

IM A MAJOR FREAK OUT!!

remembering

how much sins i've made

n how many lies i've tell

n how many hearts i've hurt

n how much solat i've left

n how many people i've verdicts.

oh im the world's most evil villain!!

n im scared for being bad!

lucky day much???

2009-08-14T17:32:00.004+08:00

okay,,

since it wasn't the first time for me to have the notsoogudielucky day,

im gonna be fine.

but seriously.

can you just imagine me having all this bad luck the whole day.

its tiring much duhh!

not being corny or stuff but im just bad luck today.

soo lets check out the bad day list.

1)woke up late.

2)had a really terrible breakfast

3)get scolded by the teachers for getting late to the surau.

4)get hitted by a friend.

5)end up to smashed E and A

6)my pencilbox went into the drain.

7)got released late from school

8)had a really looooong queue at dining hall.

oh and let see the TOP THREE bad luck i got.

9) GOT 41 FOR MY MATH!!

good can u just imagine that?

im just a superduper jerk with a brainless brain.

im bad at math

10)haa!! and the best part is.....

TERPIJAK TAHI BURUNG at my dorm beside my bed.

awfull!!

11) and my sandal just suddenly putus when i was out for dinner..

oh god..

could it be more..

cause i just had ENOUGH!!!

and if u haven't notice,,

this H1N1 thing got me grounded for the whole school holidays..

awfull sangat!!!!

let just hope that tomorow gonna be a great day.

just fine to me.

enaugh about this crapps!!

superhuman

2009-08-12T22:06:00.005+08:00

hmm,,

if anyone ask me about superheroes?

i would tell them about one of my favourite.

and the bestest part is,

its a woman.

she has the strongest soul one could imagine.

she has the kindest heart one could imagine.

she has the greatest mind one could think.

she has the nicest look one could imagine.

she has the craziest ideas one could think of.

she has the biggest responsibilities one could rely on.

she has the greatest aura one could feel.

she has the calmnest face one could look at.

and

SHE IS THE MOST WONDERFUL, MAGNIFICIENT, TERRIFIC SISTER

ONE COULD HAVE.

and of course,

im the lucky one.

to have

NUR AMINAHTUL MARDIAH MD NOR,

AS MY SISTER.

which now i called her

THE WONDERWOMAN!!

oh yeah,,

and if there's EIGHT WONDERS OF THE WORLD. haha.

she will be one of the magnificient wonders!

happy friendship day

2009-08-11T17:36:00.002+08:00

FELISA DARLA!!

happy BUDDY day.

aku sayang kau.

DARE TO BELIEVE

2009-08-07T15:57:00.001+08:00

EVERYBODY KNOWS ...
You can't be all things to all people.
You can't do all things at once.
You can't do all things equally well.
You can't do all things better than everyone else.
Your humanity is showing just like everyone else's.

SO ...
You have to find out who you are, and be that.
You have to decide what comes first, and do that.
You have to discover your strengths, and use them.
You have to learn not to compete with others,
Because no one else is in the contest of "being you."

THEN ...
You will have learned to accept your own uniqueness.
You will have learned to set priorities and make decisions.
You will have learned to live with your limitations.
You will have learned to give yourself the respect that is due,
And you'll be a most vital mortal.

DARE TO BELIEVE ...
That you are a wonderful, unique person.
That you are a once-in-all-history event.
That it's more than a right, it's your duty, to be who you are.
That life is not a problem to solve, but a gift to cherish.
And you'll be able to stay one up on what used to get you down.

yeehoo!!

2009-08-07T15:34:00.002+08:00

haha!!

im feeling lyke laughing out loud,

cracking my head off.

woot!!

im good withher

n serious

tak tipu

im gonna start to take good care of others feeling

n im gonna start learning to accept people

n soo gonna learn to listen to them

omigosh.

i wonder how my frens had this really high

rate of patient

dealimg with me

the lil monster.

i just cant stop hurting people.

*woosh*

okay laa.

im gonna stop it.

like SOFIA says,

you cant judge somone for wht they've done.

because people change.*blinking eyes*

haha.

#chow#

SORRY :(

2009-08-06T15:55:00.002+08:00

okay,

its a tiring day n im fasting.

i just got some *free* motivational talk from the wardens.

haha.

u know why?

because we have had the cleanest room ever!

n im still not good with her.

we didnt talk to each other since FRIDAY.

omygosh.

n im feeling "bitchy" n i had this bad feelings about the whole thing!

i know we both are egoetic.

n we both wanted to be good again but

i just dont have the guts to say that IM SORRY

i had this feelings when my ur eyes look deep into mine.

haha

"mcm org bercinte plak"

but seriously.

can we make it all over again?

disturbia

2009-07-29T14:18:00.002+08:00

im soo in the mood like crying now.

*sobs*

why is life treating me soo badly.

it just soo not fair.

i was soo mad n scared.

the nightmare that had happened that awful night

was just unpredicted.

just soo naif.

where goes those brains?

where goes those hearts?

where goes those symphatique,

for the sake of human being!!

i know im wrong.

and im sorry.

but it was a loooong time ago.

just stop those verdicts.

u with ur life,

and i with mine.

.end.

coretan ini

2009-07-26T09:49:00.003+08:00

hari ini masih subuh.

mata ini kugagahkan untuk dibuka.

teman sebilik sudah menyeru.

"subuh!!""subuh!"

hati ini sayu terkenang ibu.

hati ini pilu rindukan ayah.

hati ini sepi kangakan kakak.

jiwa ini melayang terbang pulang.

ibu terlalu banyak berkorban.

ayah terlalu banyak berjasa.

kakak terlalu banya berbakti.

hanan!!

kau kena balas jasa mereka!!!

namun kudratku masih belum bisa.

belum mampu!

ku hanya mampu tuk belajar.

jadi insan berguna.

biar ibu senang.

biar ayah tenang.

biar kakak lenang.

aku hiba membaca coretan kakak.

aku pilu,sayu, terharu.

kakak terlalu banyak berbakti.

ibarat nadi.

aku disini jauh di selatan.

meniti liku-liku kehidupan penuh kesenangan.

tak merasa sebarang beban.

namun ibu, ayah dan kakak...

hidup bergelutan.

demi memberi picisan kesenangan.

ibu, ayah,kakak.

hati ini berjanji.'jiwa ini bersumpah.

selagi kaki menjejak bumi,

selagi ada kudrat ilahi,

akanku balas budi kalian.

11 tahun lagi,

akanku genggam ijazah kedoktoran.

akan ku jaga ayah dan ibu.

akan ku titip kakak dan adik.

akan ku berbakti tuk semua.

mungkin picisan ini agak bosan,

tapi hati ini luhur berkata.

biar kau kata apa.

asal hilang sebak di jiwa.

170809

2009-07-19T10:23:00.006+08:00

soo here goes us hang out unusually

pergi tgk cars n look out for home deco.

gaga

hanan

out to go..

2009-07-18T16:03:00.000+08:00

life's better

2009-07-14T17:46:00.003+08:00

emm,,

life's getting better now.

idk but i just go with the flow and everything goes really well.

this friday.

i'm out of school.
gonna spend some quality time at the coolest library i've ever saw.

haha.

PARIS HILTON"S closet

2009-07-13T14:46:00.000+08:00

MySpace Fashion Presents The FIT with Paris Hilton

serious,,
sape dpt bagi aku closet tuh,,
aku sayang gler dye..
life dye best syialll.

nugget tidor

2009-07-12T14:52:00.003+08:00

ape??
mayat hidop..
okay laa tuh..
lawa ape mayat tuh..
nugget tidor?
ngantok laa.

credits to najwaaaCOMBO

MAKCIK

2009-07-12T14:33:00.003+08:00

kehadapan
cik najwa,cik deeya,cik tikah,cik hannah dan cik husna,,

terima kasih atas kebaikan kalian.
kita gelak bersama
tawa dan nanges bersama
oh jangan lupa
merebut pengeran yang sama.
haha.
tapi si pangeran itu gue yang punye..
cik hanan booked dulu ye,,

sayang TfNEt semua.

credits to combo =)

ngap!!!

2009-07-12T14:30:00.001+08:00

nyum-nyum.
dh kenyang lorh..
PIZZA PIZZZA PIZZA.
emm sedapnyer...

Domino's pizza

2009-07-12T13:50:00.003+08:00

okay,,
now nie lapar sgt..
nak pizza.
n here comes my superheroes!!
ATIKAH ROSLEE,,
she have this voucher
bestnye!!!
nyummmy..

you belong with me

2009-07-12T13:12:00.001+08:00

You Belong With Me

Lyrics to You Belong With Me :
You're on the phone with your girlfriend, She's upset
She's going off about something that you said
She doesnt get your humour like I do

I'm in the room, its a typical Tuesday night
I'm listening to the kind of music she doesnt like
And she'll never know your story like I do

But she wears short skirts, I wear t-shirts
She's cheer captain and I'm on the bleachers
Dreaming bout the day when you'll wake up and find
That what you're lookin for has been here the whole time

If you could see that I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along so why can't you see?
You belong with me
You belong with me

Walkin the streets with you in your worn out jeans
I cant help thinking this is how it ought to be
Laughing on the park bench thinkin to myself
Hey isnt this easy?

And you've got a smile that could light up this whole town
I havent seen it in awhile, since she brought you down
You say you find I know you better than that
Hey, Whatcha doing with a girl like that?

She wears high heels, I wear sneakers
She's cheer captain and I'm on the bleachers
Dreaming bout the day when you'll wake up and find
That what you're looking for has been here the whole time

If you could see that I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along so why can't you see?
You belong with me

Standin by, waiting at your back door
All this time how could you not know that?
You belong with me
You belong with me

Oh I remember you driving to my house in the middle of the night
I'm the one who makes you laugh when you know you're about to cry
I know your favorite songs and you tell me about your dreams
I think I know where you belong. I think I know it's with me.

Can't you see that I'm the one who understand you?
Been here all along so why can't you see?
You belong with me

Standing by or waiting at your back door
All this time how could you not know that
You belong with me
You belong with me

Have you ever thought just maybe
You belong with me
You belong with me

2009-07-12T11:17:00.004+08:00

Taylor Swift - Our Song

tgk laa video nie,,
cool glak.

2009-07-12T10:41:00.002+08:00

if you sprinkle
when you tinkle
be a sweetie
wipe the seatie

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lucky T

2009-07-12T10:27:00.003+08:00

sumpah,,
this book best syg.
i was hoping to get one of those T.
now nie at the school cc.
onliiinee r.
pee lagi.
btw,, sebelah aku nie ade minah cam bagus jerk.
i thougjht she's gonna say sorry ker ape ker
after brebut ngn aku speaker tapi buat mke plak.
u make me HOOOOTTT jek.
ntah laa.
malas nak layang orang mcm gini..

2009-07-11T23:02:00.003+08:00

sumpah..
beeesy gleer.
i've always wanted to spend time with faten,dyana,sarra,sofia n the others.
at least ktorang ade laa things to say during hari-hari kerepot nanti.
oh i miss them.
diorang mesti sedeyh aku beesy gler kn.

okay,,
i got

sej folio
science notessss
maths.
REPORTS!!!!
lucky T book.
kiosk.
tfnet
laundary
homeworks yang BERJUTE
work out

tired siayyl.
as beesy as me.

catur??

2009-07-11T22:30:00.005+08:00

11 JULY 2009
oh okay,,
gelak laa.
aku mmg burok ponn.
n that guy in the orange peel shirt.
he's KAMARUL.
credits to the bestest banker ever.
pepelaaa kau.
Gentleman cam nie laa patot dicontohi.
agagaga.

Dari the girls gossips,,
banker aku nie adalah:

sifat-sifat pemimpin
gentleman.
baek hati kott.
penyabar.. hahaha

aku orang FIRST masok jihad syiaal.
i was blushing myself.
hahaha.
oh n that guy yg a bit buncit tuh
(bini dye pandai jge laa)
dye slalu maraa aku.
hahaha.

k laaa.
gtg.

its francais bebeh

2009-07-08T16:42:00.008+08:00

okay,
i think im out of my mind.
thinking of an idea,,
aku teringat kesah time french class just one hour ago.
gagagaga.
aku n cik deeya n cik najiiewa nie,,
dah bertahun escape kelas our fav mademoiselle.
kesian cikgu french cik hanan yang sorang nie.
cik deeya n cik najiiewa nie plak,
tak dapat lagi their DELF paper..
ape lagi,,
kelam kabut laa makcik berdua nie ke BILIK FRENCH
amik kertas tuu.
cik hanan kesian sebab masa itu,,
hujan masih lebat.
wakakkaka.
nasib cik deeya n cik najiiwa tak lencun.
kalau tidak habis sayu jiwa niee..
pastu macam biase,,
kami makcik2 nie blaja laa french
dengan hati PENUH SUKA..
agagaga
cik nadrah pula blurr melihat makcik bertiga yang
asyik bermain.
sedangkan DELF sudaaa dekat bah.
cik najiiewa nie kan BUKU ULAT.
nmpk aje buku mesti nak baca.
bagus2.
haha.
tapi saat itu guru masih berceloteh di hadapan.
wtv laaa.
janji cik hanan dan makcik2 nie gembira sudee.

p.s. to cik deeya n cik najwa
jgn maraa ar..

yesterday

2009-07-08T15:32:00.005+08:00

soo, its been a while.

aku busy lately laa dear..

last night ada budak kecik nie call aku.

i was lyke yeah!!!

mmg daa lama nak cntc die but i mean he was just too young.

okay soo,

here's what we talk.

S: hello? ini siapa? ini budak STF ke?

H: haha.. aaah kalau ye kenapa?

S: oh,, siapa nama anda?

H: oh.. haha hanan.

S: oh yang pakai spects to ke?

H: tak laaa.. yang selalu panggil kau tuh.

S: ohh.. okay.

H: weyh, battery aku kong weyh. later kay..

S: oh okay laa.

H: haha. bye.

S:bye.

he was like soo proper and well-mannered that i just couldn't resist.

gagaga.

ape-ape laa.

SYAQIB...

2009-07-07T16:06:00.003+08:00

gagagaga.
aku pon tak tahu knape,
tapi si kecil nie mencuit hati aku.
masih form 1.
lagak keanak-anakan.
bila kami hmpiri dia,
dia lari,
kami tertawa.
dipanggil dia adik kecik,,
katanya sudah baligh.
wakakaka.
kelaka lar..
gaga.
k lar chow.

that saturday.

2009-07-05T15:48:00.002+08:00

that saturday,
was the best day of all time.
two couples of a lifetime come to meet me.
all the way from seremban.
it was memorable.
it was not easy to meet ayah.
it was not easy to meet mother.
that saturday,
ayah came for the parents teachers meeting.
mother did came too.
it was the first time of my 14 years ayah came for the meeting.
i was touched.
hanan felt happy to saw ayah and mother.
they were such a lovely couple.
hanan wanted them to stay longer,
but hanan was too busy that afternoon.
tooooo many customers,
toooo many demands.
hanan misses ayah right now.
hanan misses mother too.
hanan's sorry,

MEDANIAGA

2009-07-02T14:56:00.004+08:00

Medaniaga is a place where all the Tunas Bistari meet.
We compete and we strive.
soo, wish me luck.
to my bloodcells,
pray for me.
hope for the best and im prepared for the worst.
gaga.

entah

2009-06-29T17:15:00.002+08:00

tak tahu kenapa.
tapi jiwa ini mahu bercerita sahaja.
tak tahu kenapa.
tapi otak ini punya banyak idea.
ntah sudah berapa post aku cerita.
kenapa tak penat juga?
entah la.

paper doll

2009-06-29T16:59:00.002+08:00

Once, you told me that my skin was too pale and that my eyes
were too sad. You told me to wear colors other than black.

I went home that night and dragged the blade of my pocket knife
across the white of my inner thigh, watching as scarlet bloomed to surface.

I called you on the telephone and said,
‘You would be proud, I’m wearing red tonight.’

I think you laughed, but it sort of sounded like a sob.

+

There was something beautiful about the rain, and on stormy days,
you would always hold me on your couch and twirl your fingers in my hair.

Sometimes I would feel a drop of wet on my cheek, and I told you
that maybe you should check your roof, because it was leaking.

It took me eight times to figure out that they weren’t raindrops, but your teardrops.

The next time it rained, I stayed home and sat on my driveway,
letting the sky water saturate my shirt and soak through to my bones.

+

You taught me a lot of big words, like
‘quintessential’ and ‘superfluous’ and ‘agoraphobia’.

I decided that I was probably a little agoraphobic
because whenever I was without you, I was a nervous wreck.

But maybe that was just the whole ‘love’ thing and not an anxiety disorder.

+

The stories you told me were always so promising, about little girls
with orange lantern cheeks and eggshell lips. You would call them paper dolls.

But at the end of every one, the paper doll girl wouldn’t find her prince,
and her heart would flicker and fade like dying lights.

‘Am I your paper doll girl?’ I asked once, watching as you bit at your chapped lips.
I’m pretty sure that was when you started to crumble.

‘Only if you want to be,’ you rasped, and let go of my hand that you had been holding.

A breathy sigh left me. ‘I don’t, because I want to find you.’

‘You should have started looking a long time ago, then.’

+

The day after you left, I made a chain of paper dolls and wrote ‘me’ on every one.

I was going to send them to you, but I forgot. They’re still on the corner
of my desk, collecting dust beside my broken vase of dead tulips.

I wouldn’t know where to mail them, anyway.
Because I still haven’t found you.

two voices one song

2009-06-29T16:05:00.007+08:00

this song is dedicated to Felisa Amelia Zainuddin

It's so rare to find a friend like you
Somehow when you're the sky is always blue
The way we talk
The things you say
The way you make it all ok

And how you know
All of my jokes
But you laugh anyway...

Chorus:

If I could wish for one thing
I take the smile that you bring
Wherever you go in this world I'll come along
Together we dream the same dream
Forever I'm here for you, you're here for me

Oh ooh oh
Two voices, one song
And anywhere you are you know I'll be around
And when you call my name I'll listen for the sound

*Repeat Chorus*

Oh ooh oh
Two voices, one song

LILY ALLEN

2009-06-29T15:47:00.004+08:00

hanan nak meet baby nie lah.
oh dye hot deyh.
she's in my list.

KAKAK

2009-06-29T15:18:00.001+08:00

tadi hanan chit-chat sama kakak.
rindu.
mereka jauh di utara.
hanan jauh di selatan.
kakak kata tak mengapa.
nati raya kita jumpa.
kalau hanan masih ada.
hidup ini tak boleh dirangka.
entah esok atau lusa kita tiada.
kakak kata jangan begitu.
kakak sentiasa ada untukmu.
aku jadi pilu.
lidah rasa kelu.
hati jadi sayu.
hanan rindu sama kakak.
ingatan pada waktu kami betekak.
hanan hina kakak.
hanan caci kakak.
hanan lupa kakak sentiasa ada.
bila hanan nangis kakak nangis sama.
bila hanan berduka kakak pulihkan pula.
bila hanan sakit kakak ubati juga.
bila hanan merajuk kakak rawat duka.
tapi
hanan tak pernah hargai.
betul kata nenek.
bila dia tiada baru dirasa.
bila dia ada disampahkan saja.
hati ini rindukan kakak.
kangan.

SAMPAH

2009-06-29T10:30:00.000+08:00

kau ingat kau hebat,
kau ingat kau kuat,
kau maki aku,
kau hina aku,
kau kutuk, caci aku.
kau kata kau menyampah.
aku rasa aku disampah-sampah.
kau kata kau setia.
aku rasa kau berdusta.
kau kata kau dah bosan.
aku kata aku setia melayan.
aku buat semua untuk kau.
tapi kau sampah-sampahkan aku.
kau kata kau tak kesah.
tapi aku nak kau jilat yang kau dah ludah.
sampai kau rasah resah.
sampai kau rasa salah.
sampai kau rasa berbelah.
sampai aku kata aku dah PUAS!!

TEARDROPS ON MY GUITAR

2009-06-28T14:24:00.002+08:00

Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see
That I want and I'm needing everything that we should be
I'll bet she's beautiful, that girl he talks about
And she's got everything that I have to live without

Drew talks to me, I laugh cause it's just so funny
That I can't even see anyone when he's with me
He says he's so in love, he's finally got it right,
I wonder if he knows he's all I think about at night

[Chorus:]

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do

Drew walks by me, can he tell that I can't breathe?
And there he goes, so perfectly,
The kind of flawless I wish I could be
She'd better hold him tight, give him all her love
Look in those beautiful eyes and know she's lucky cause

[Repeat Chorus]

So I drive home alone, as I turn out the light
I'll put his picture down and maybe
Get some sleep tonight

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do
He's the time taken up, but there's never enough
And he's all that I need to fall into..

Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see.

Category: Music

Oh,,SUNGGUH PENAT!

2009-06-27T23:34:00.000+08:00

meeting 27/6.

letters to do;

permohonan pengecualian sekolah hari khamis.
surat teacher Norizah.
surat pembuatan kad.
buku katalog produk kreatif
borang ke Medaniaga.
surat kak AYUN tuh.

wish aku luck okay..

REVENGE OF THE FALLEN

2009-06-26T22:39:00.000+08:00

MEDANIAGA is coming babeh!!
tired sumpah!!
takpe,,
ill make sure TfNet menang.
amin..
god,,
meeting this time long gler.
NGANTOK bodoh!!
aku tak sabar nak naik F4 dapat cc baru!!
oh HEAVEN syial!

haha!!
kay larr.
OFF.

SIR KAMARUL ZAMAN

2009-06-26T16:38:00.000+08:00

SIR KAMARULZAMAN

he gave us this task like we got to do a blog.
aku mcm kesengalan jek that time.
HELLO!!!
i owned a blog lyke years before i was introduces to it.
SIR KZ is a GREAT man
but ntah i sendiri tak paham nape tak bole
understand si die nie.
there's a girl in my class, S
she called her MISSY.
nak booked jadi nurse dye ble dye tue nanti.
okay.
ape ape lah
sir!

PICC bebeh!!

2009-06-26T16:00:00.000+08:00

that day, aku gi PICC. it was fun sebab dapat bla dari skola jap. penat sumpah! tapi penat tu jap je la. singgah RnR Seremban. macam anak yatim pon ade. ade ke patut we all kena change baju. its proper what pakai baju outing cokolat tu. kami anak-anak baju hijau ni pon kuar r toilet. everybody was looking at us mcm nak telan. PEHAL???

goshh!! tak tahan syial PICC cool la gak. i saw some tkcians wearing their school tudung. cool. diorang jage PRIDE skola dorang. but some of their old gurls ade la jugak menggedik in the toilet like " oh my gosh BELLE!!!" "hellyeah".

GAGA!! tapi aku solute tkc sbb dorang good people larr. n the main story was about F yang bagi aku letter utk pass up kat R. i was happy to help her yet afraid. how the hell aku nak bagi kat R si bdak MC tu. oh no! the perfomance was great but i mcm bosan ckit.

then ajak sheda gi toilet. she wanted to see her frens from SAS. stylo gak r mamat tuh. tapi i was more interested with the toilet thinggy. HAHA!! then ade group of Mosac boys datang meet WAN. diorang pass up krim salam kat sis dorang kat stf. wan was like a bit concious .

Fun laa gi sana. meet rmai SBPIANS. oh im soo into SBP ryte now syial. looking forward gak but nak bwat ape susah2-susah MYSPACE kn ade. HAHA!!!!

THE BOND OF FRIENDSHIP

2009-06-25T16:06:00.000+08:00

we used to walk together. read together. sleep in the class together. annoy others together. hang out together. cheat together. sick, play, laugh and cry. we used to do these things together. but you left me. you are here right in front of me. but you are making me invisible. where is the shoulder i love to rely on? why you break the bond of our friendship for a girl that we both know i hate her. you used to hate her but now you left me all alone. i was there. right besides you when you hurt my feelings. i kept it right in the bottom of my heart. nobody listened! i was tired. soo, tired. faking myself out. HIPOCRYTE just to take care of your feelings. that evil villains did soo many things to you. She backstabbed you. She said bad things about you. She was soo envy of you and yet now she is your BESTEST FRIEND? why? everybody just wont listening. until one day you realised that she used you and that day i will always there for you like i always do.